Early Bird Sneak Peek: “Lacuna”!

November 29, 2022

Hi all! It’s time for another Early Bird Sneak Peek, where I share a glimpse at the story my lucky Early Bird patrons will be enjoying next Saturday thanks to their pledges at my Patreon page! Of course, if you’re not an Early Bird patron, you’ll still get a story next week–“Walk On By”, teased previously, has already been submitted to the EMCSA. But the Early Bird patrons will be getting “Lacuna” (MC MF FF MD)!

Caitlin Bellamy is in the middle of a series of complex negotiations to sell her toy company to venture capitalist Ellsworth Drake, negotiations that have left her frazzled and exhausted and just about ready to collapse at the end of a long day of talks. But she’s determined to leave the corporate world behind, despite Drake’s hopes of keeping her on as CEO, and nothing will budge her from that stance. Nothing, that is, except for hypnotic masseuse Jasbee Wong from “Queen for a Day” and her mesmerizing talent for emptying out thought and memory. Here’s a taste:

Of course Drake would pick now to send his private, personal masseuse in. Of course he’d pick this moment to remind her that the man she was selling her business to could afford his own private masseuse as part of the extensive personal staff at his luxuriant mansion in upstate New York. And of course she couldn’t really say no, not with her every muscle knotted up in tension and her brain a foggy, frazzled mess. “Um, I… um, a massage, I guess?” she mumbled, knowing she sounded less like a visionary and savvy executive and more like someone who just stumbled out of a car crash.

“Of course, ma’am.” Jasbee turned and walked away, and Caitlin followed her blearily with her eyes as she set up a portable massage table in the middle of the room. The executive knew full well what this was about–Drake was trying to butter her up, get her in a nice and amiable frame of mind for tomorrow’s round of negotiations while reminding her along the way just what kind of perks came along with including herself in the deal. She understood that he was frankly desperate to have her expertise and experience on board when he took over the company, but as far as Caitlin was concerned that was non-negotiable–the whole reason she was selling was to walk away from the stress of her daily grind. If she was going to keep running Amber’s Friends, she’d do it for herself and not some smooth-talking CEO who thought he could get some synergy out of adding a line of toys to his portfolio–

“Whenever you’re ready, ma’am,” Jasbee said politely. Caitlin blinked. Somehow she’d lost the last few minutes entirely, slipping away into a fugue with her eyes open and unseeing while the other woman had set everything up. Caitlin didn’t remember watching. God, was she really this tired? She stumbled to her feet, even her clumsy movements betraying her complete and utter exhaustion. For a moment she thought about simply falling over into bed and telling Jasbee to go away, but maybe a massage would give her some energy back. She didn’t want to walk into tomorrow’s meeting unprepared, not with Drake ready to eat her alive over every clause and sub-clause.

Hope you enjoy it!

A Lexicon of Tags, Part Eight

November 27, 2022

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If I can confess something for a moment, as we run down the homestretch in these last few installments of this little series of posts, the single hardest thing about them has been doing them in a row like this. I’m prone to hyperfixations, as I think anyone who knows me will testify, and I’ve spent a lifetime trying to get out of the habit of blasting whatever the latest topic of my overenthusiasm is at the person in front of me like I’m giving them a sip from a fire hose. It’s been hard to say, “No, I’m going to talk about the same thing every week for several weeks because I want to go through the A to Z of it all,” and not assume that people are going to roll their eyes and tell me to shut up.

(If you are doing that, it’s fine. We’re almost done, I promise, and there’s plenty of captions for you to read each week.)

But before we do finish up, here’s another batch of thirteen tags and their meanings! Let’s get into it.

mmf: Features two male-presenting characters and one femme-presenting characters. Looking back, I wasn’t always great at using this label instead of “gay men” and adding tags for the woman involved, but again – part of the reason I’m doing these posts is to try to identify those little inconsistencies that are the product of unexamined biases that we all have. That’s how you get better, and I do believe that work never ends.

mmff: Features two male-presenting characters and two female-presenting characters. Usually used in conjunction with ‘foursome’.

mutual masturbation: Features two characters stimulating themselves sexually in close proximity to each other and full awareness of each other’s presence. Usually there’s an element of voyeurism or exhibitionism involved – these are people who are getting off on the knowledge that they’re doing something that’s usually very private right next to someone else.

oblivious: Features a character who is doing something, usually something sexual, without any conscious awareness of it. Subtly different from memory play, in that they are unable to perceive anything strange about the situation even in the moment and even if they’re otherwise awake and aware, and very different from objectification in that they usually have an understanding of themselves as a person with an identity. But there are definitely some connections between the three sub-kinks. Kind of the opposite of freeze play, though.

objectification: Features a character who is stripped of their humanity entirely, being reduced to a drone or an object or an extension of their erogenous zones. (Or occasionally an animal, although there are usually other tags I use for that.) This is a powerful kink of mine, so it shows up a lot. It is separate and distinct from humiliation play, and in fact I don’t think there’s much overlap between them – how do you even humiliate a table, anyway?

orgy: Features sex between more than four characters at once. Different from a gangbang in that there’s usually sex between multiple participants, while a gangbang is several people taking turns at having sex with one other person. If you’re standing in a line, you’re not in an orgy.

pegging: Features someone wearing a strap-on dildo (gender identity isn’t relevant, but this does always involve a toy instead of a biological penis) penetrating someone else anally. I don’t have a lot of these, but they’re out there so they get a tag.

pheromones: Features the dubious pseudo-scientific notion that human beings give off sexual pheromones in a quantity that influences behavior just like other mammals that go into heat. The actual literature is scant on replicable results and long on somewhat breathless hyperbole, but since I’m not writing for scientific journals I can make someone’s sweat into an aphrodisiac and nobody can stop me.

pleasure conditioning: Features the most direct, simple, and effective method of brainwashing of all – rewarding the subject for displaying the desired behavior. I’ve talked about it in the past, but you will never find a better way to train someone, and yet just about every aspect of our culture revolves around punishment. It really makes you wonder how sadistic we are as a society.

post-hypnotic: Features a post-hypnotic suggestion. Possibly activated by a trigger, possibly just something the subject does on waking. Usually sexual in nature, because this is mind control smut.

public play: Features sexual play in a public space. May not be done for the purposes of exhibitionism, but always occurs in a situation where someone vanilla could spot it.

robokink: Features sexual activity with robots, in blatant defiance of the Space Pope’s dictum.

rubbing: Very similar to ‘humping’, and I think I’ve honestly just replaced this one with that one because ‘humping’ sounds dirtier in a way that’s more erotically charged. But, you know. It’s a character rubbing their private parts on something to get off.

And there we are! Just two more installments left, plus the errata (which is now up to seven tags and counting). See you then!

A Lexicon of Tags, Part Seven

November 24, 2022

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We’re officially heading into the homestretch of this little project, as I take a little time on this lovely Thanksgiving morning to catch up on my blog posting for you wonderful people, and I think it’s been really useful for me even if it hasn’t been tremendously entertaining for you (and I certainly hope it’s at least been an enjoyable diversion, if nothing else). I often find that there’s nothing like consciously organizing a subject to really help you understand what you’re missing, and I suspect my tags will look a little bit nicer and neater and more consistent now that I’m setting down what each one means instead of just intuiting it. And speaking of tags, let’s get to our next batch, okay?

maledom: The dominant in this particular piece is male-presenting. As with ‘lezdom’, I don’t put this tag in same-sex fics because I’m very used to the yellow/cyan/red/purple/green structure of the EMCSA; those fics are tagged under ‘gay men’. This one implies mixed genders by its usage, although as always “men” here doesn’t just mean cis men and shouldn’t be construed as such.

malesub: The submissive in this particular piece is male-presenting. This does get tagged even in same-sex fics, because someone asked me to start doing that a long time ago and it didn’t seem unreasonable. Again, here’s that consistency thing coming into play. I probably could tag stories between two men with ‘maledom’, but I didn’t start out that way and I developed this as an ad hoc system. (Same thing with ‘malesub’ versus ‘female sub’. Why does one have a space and the other doesn’t? Because I wasn’t thinking in an organized manner when I started.)

mantra: One or more characters recites a phrase that brainwashes them through sheer repetition, usually in conjunction with some other form of mind control. Anyone who knows me, both as a writer and a hypnokinkster, knows that mantras are very much my form of fetish catnip and I love coming up with them.

male masturbation: This fic features a male-presenting character stimulating themselves sexually. May not include orgasm, may not involve a penis, but it’s always self-pleasuring with this tag.

male exhibitionism: Features a man displaying his body for the enjoyment of others – usually to an audience, whether public or private, but it can be used for one-on-one interactions if the point and purpose of the scene is the display. In other words, a guy taking off his clothes so he can fuck wouldn’t get this tag, but a guy doing a sexy striptease for his partner would.

magic: The mind control in this fic is achieved through a harnessing of mystic forces to achieve domination of the will by a method generally impossible; this can involve sympathetic magic such as representations of the victim, or possession, or simply an irresistible and inexplicable compulsion to obey. Very much a catch-all, but I don’t like not labeling the means of control because sometimes that’s a person’s entire fetish.

memory play: The victim in this piece has their memory tampered with – either to forget they’ve been controlled, or to forget a suggestion that’s causing them to act the way they do, or sometimes even to forget their entire identity prior to being enslaved. Lots of stories wind up with this tag because it’s so intrinsic to the fetish (even though hypnotic amnesia can be very difficult to achieve in the real world).

mff: This piece features one man and two women. Obviously used in conjunction with ‘threesome’.

mfff: This piece features one man and three woman. Obviously used in conjunction with ‘foursome’. Any more people than that and I start using the ‘orgy’ tag, and anything with more than two men and only one woman I consider to be a ‘gangbang’. I do not have any kind of rational justification for these rules, but they seem obvious and intuitive to me and hopefully I haven’t said anything horribly offensive by describing my weird logic here.

mind control: Features mind control. Literally everything I’ve written for social media contains this tag, so it’s not particularly useful for searching my work, but I include it each time because it’s how people searching for general MC smut can find me.

mind conditioning: Features some sort of mental conditioning. Basically used as a synonym for mind control, and also tagged every single time.

mindless: One or more characters in this fic is rendered entirely incapable of holding onto a conscious narrative in their head, and ceases to think either temporarily or permanently. Not always tagged when present, unless it’s a significant element of the narrative – sure, we can all go pretty deep when we’re in a scene, but there’s a difference between a story where someone’s not thinking and one where they’re being made mindless.

mind control ray: Some sort of technological device is used to directly alter a person’s thoughts and make them susceptible to suggestions – not through rapid-induction hypnosis or subliminal stimulation of the brain, but simply through a beam of “it just happens” radiation. Blame decades of pulp fiction and children’s adventures for this one.

And there we are! Three more regular installments, plus an errata post that’s already up to six tags and counting (four of which I came up with while writing up this project) and we’re back to our regularly scheduled programming. Thank you all for continuing to put up with my weird hyperfixation!

Early Bird Sneak Peek: “Tickled Pink”!

November 24, 2022

Hi all! It’s time for another Early Bird Sneak Peek, where I share a glimpse at the story my lucky Early Bird patrons will be enjoying next Saturday thanks to their pledges at my Patreon page! Of course, if you’re not an Early Bird patron, you’ll still get a story next week–“Lightweight”, teased previously, has already been submitted to the EMCSA. But the Early Bird patrons will be getting “Tickled Pink” (MC)!

Another in my series of stories that double as hypnotic inductions, this one contains suggestions for people who want to get more ticklish and who want to enjoy being tickled more. Here’s a taste:

“It’s so nice to pop all those thoughts with laughter, one by one, giving you more space inside your vacant, giggly brain for relaxation. Even the act of laughing releases physical tension; every time you tighten your stomach in laughter and bunch up your whole body in a big, hearty guffaw, you can feel those muscles relaxing a little bit more whenever you finish, leaving you that much more loose and limp and lazy wherever you happen to be resting. Even just thinking about laughing like that, even just thinking about tightening and relaxing your muscles makes you feel that much more mellow and peaceful and pleasantly worn out when you finish. It’s good to laugh like that.

“In fact, that warm pink fog that’s filling up your head right now really is kind of the essence of the warm, safe, happy feeling you get when you’re hypnotized, isn’t it? I know we talk a lot about things being ‘safe and comfortable’, but is there anything more safe and comfortable than really letting go and laughing yourself silly around someone you trust? Not really. Not when letting go and giggling your empty, bubbly brains out makes you so relaxed, helpless to stop one laugh from leading to the next and to the next and to the next in a chain reaction that melts all your thoughts into blank, blissful surrender to the joy that flows through you.

Hope you enjoy it!

Early Bird Sneak Peek: “Vicarious”!

November 18, 2022

Hi all! It’s time for another Early Bird Sneak Peek, where I share a glimpse at the story my lucky Early Bird patrons will be enjoying next Saturday thanks to their pledges at my Patreon page! Of course, if you’re not an Early Bird patron, you’ll still get a story next week–“Panties to the Side”, teased previously, has already been submitted to the EMCSA. But the Early Bird patrons will be getting “Vicarious” (MC MF MD)!

Jameson is having a little fun with Summer, his hypnotized submissive, but he can’t help noticing the way he’s falling into his very own special kind of dominant trance. It’s a trance filled with sympathetic pleasure and deep, passionate enjoyment of his good girl’s mindless devotion, and he’s enjoying every second of it. Here’s a taste:

It wasn’t hypnosis the way a normal person would recognize it. They’d reserve that term for Summer, the woman slumped back against the pillows with her eyes rolled back until only the whites showed and drool spilling down her slack pink chin to drip down onto her heavy breasts. They’d see her with her eyelids fluttering and her body unable to do anything more than twitch in ecstasy despite Jameson’s thumb skating repeatedly over her clit and his voice coaxing her deeper and deeper into orgasmic bliss, and they’d immediately assume she was the one who was in a trance. And Jameson was the one entrancing her. He was entirely in control of her empty, obedient mind. Assuming the idea didn’t horrify them, they’d never suspect for a moment that he was anything but wide awake.

But to the extent that anyone understood hypnosis, everyone who practiced it knew that it was a state of comfortable relaxation, intense focus, and a sense of disconnection from one’s own consciousness. And right now, Jameson fit the bill for all three. He was every bit as mesmerized by his obedient pet’s helpless, near-continual orgasms as she was by his soft, soothing voice and the spiral that captivated her imagination, and it bound them together in a seamless rapport that made their experience so much more intimate and intense than he could ever describe to an outsider.

Hope you enjoy it!

A Lexicon of Tags, Part Six

November 14, 2022

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We’re continuing with the back half of the list of my most frequently used tags – you’ve probably noticed that we’re not halfway through the alphabet yet, but that’s mostly because the letter “h” tends to be a pretty busy stop around these parts; there are so many tags involving some permutation of “hypno” that we’re barely going to get through them all even now. (Conversely, there’s no tags that start with the letter “X”, even though a lot of my content probably would get an “X” if they were ever made into a movie.)

(Yes, I know, it’s NC-17 now, but – look, let’s just get on with it, okay?)

hypnotic breasts: Features a person’s breasts being used as a hypnotic focus – as always, this doesn’t have to be a femme-presenting person, but there’s a lot of overlap between femme-presenting (and femdom, for that matter) and hypnotic breasts. Because it’s a kink of mine and I do write for myself as much as I do for others. That doesn’t make men or non-binary individuals with breasts any less valid, though.

hypnosis spiral: This was a tag I used for posts where the hypnotic focus was a spiral, but I’ve since mostly retired it because it occurs to me that people searching for “hypnosis spiral” are probably looking for actual spirals to hypnotize them, not descriptions of people being hypnotized by spirals. So even though I know this doesn’t actually reduce the chance of confusion one iota because my idiosyncratic mental filing system apparently requires ten entire blog posts to explain, I put all my captions with spirals under “spiral” now and leave “hypnosis spiral” for the actual brain-zappy pics.

hypnotic pussy: A vagina is used as the hypnotic focus. Again, does not have to be femme-presenting. Doesn’t even have to be femdom, because nobody ever said the body part you’re using for a body fixation induction has to be your own, and honestly that sounds so hot that I think I might need to write about it soon. Um. Anyway.

hypnotic cunt: Same as “hypnotic pussy”, and usually both are tagged at once because I never know which term someone is putting into their search. I am well aware that there are people who view “cunt” as a misogynistic slur; for my own part, I draw a bright line between its use as a descriptor of the anatomical feature, which is obviously not suitable for polite conversation but perfectly acceptable in a smutty story, and its use to describe a person, which is nope no never not going to happen. I accept that your mileage may vary.

hypnotic harem: As with “harem”, this denotes a mind controller with an entire group of brainwashed slaves; this one refers to someone who specifically uses hypnosis to achieve this goal, and I usually forget about it in favor of the more general tag. But you will sometimes find it floating around.

hypnotic ass: Features someone’s buttocks being used as a hypnotic focus. I hope I don’t have to mention that this one is non-gender specific.

hypnotic anchor: This is a little more complex than a trigger, but fairly intuitive – basically, it’s using hypnosis to link a sensory impression to a particular state of thought or emotion. Like, say you hypnotized someone and had them think about being horny, then waved a freshly-crushed sprig of mint under their nose. After some reinforcement, they’d get to a point where the scent of mint aroused them. Has lots of fun applications, and if you click on this tag you’ll see for yourself.

intelligence reduction: Features someone being dumbed down through hypnosis. Has become a lot more common in my writing since I had that play modeled by some good people who practice it with a lot of care and consideration for their subs, and I now use it a lot in some of my own personal kinky relationships.

kidnapped: Features someone who is abducted, either using mind control or in order to be subjected to mind control. Can be fairly dark. There are times when I wish you could filter out content on your dash by tag as well as search for it, for people who don’t want to see this kind of content.

kidnap fantasy: Features a consensual abduction play scene rather than an actual kidnapping. I’m not sure if I’ve always made this distinction between the two tags, but it’s definitely what differentiates them now.

lactation: Features someone lactating. Obviously a lot of crossover with “hucow” here, but they’re not necessarily the same thing. I’ve written plenty of femdom stories with mind-controlling milk where the controller doesn’t think of themselves as a cow at all.

latex: Features latex fetish outfits. May not always be noted, but then again you can say that about any tag, really, because I’m a human being and we all have our flaws and imperfections.

lezdom: Features two or more femme-presenting individuals and no men. I used to label any WLW stuff as “lezdom”, but then someone asked me not to label MFF threesomes like that because they were very specifically looking for stories without guys in them and that made sense to me so I restricted it a little more tightly. Now there is an MFF tag, as you’ll see in a future installment.

But this one is done! That’s six down, four to go, see you soon with another installment!

Early Bird Sneak Peek: “Back in Your Head”!

November 11, 2022

Hi all! It’s time for another Early Bird Sneak Peek, where I share a glimpse at the story my lucky Early Bird patrons will be enjoying next Saturday thanks to their pledges at my Patreon page! Of course, if you’re not an Early Bird patron, you’ll still get a story next week–“Xosphere”, teased previously, has already been submitted to the EMCSA. But the Early Bird patrons will be getting “Back in Your Head” (MC MF FD)!

So some time ago, Ella Enchanting asked me to write a sequel to one of her stories, “Abduction”. And after giving it a bit of thought, I wrote a story about what happens when Cirie got a little too confident about tossing Liliana’s memories around and maybe dropped one. Or two. Or all of them. Here’s a taste:

Liliana cautiously felt around her on the floor, hoping she hadn’t landed on any thoughts in her earlier tumble. It occurred to her that it might have been a little bit of a mistake to entrust the contents of her brain to someone so clearly and evidently careless with them, but all of her emotional reactions to Cirie’s accidental emptification of her mind seemed to be scattered about the apartment along with the rest of her. All she could feel was the warm, bubbly bliss of comfortable relaxation.

“A ha!” Cirie exclaimed, her hand emerging from the couch cushions with an invisible marble pinched between her thumb and forefinger. She held it up to the light and squinted at it, tilting her head from side to side to try to get a good look at it from every angle possible. “Hmm. Not sure about this one. It’s a little bit tricky to make these out, takes a lot of practice until you get good at it. It’s either the memory of your most recent week at work….” She held it up as close as possible to her left eye, closing her right and peering intently. “Or it’s that irresistible ‘sexy striptease’ impulse I was working on.”

She looked up from the thought, arranging her features into an expression of innocence that even Liliana found suspicious. “As a present. For Christmas. For, uh, Sexy Christmas.” She paused. “That’s December 26th.”

Hope you enjoy it!

A Lexicon of Tags, Part Five

November 10, 2022

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Getting to the halfway mark in this particular series, just in time for my Tumblr page to return! Not all of these tags are shared identically between my two social media sites, though. Some tags are “dead” on Tumblr and return no results even when searched for directly (“erotica”, for example, or “fucking”) and I’ve heard that some will actually make your whole blog unfindable (although as always with these things, staff is deliberately obfuscatory about what will trigger these systems, which is understandable on the one hand because we live in a whole goddamn Internet of rules lawyers, but is immensely frustrating for people who bump into one of the invisible walls they have up). Anyway, here’s another thirteen!

hitatchi wand: Features a handheld massaging vibrator of the kind made by Hitatchi and popularized in ‘Sex and the City’. Usually referred to just as a “massaging wand” or “massaging vibrator” in story because I don’t generally muck about with trademarks when I can avoid it, but tags tend to be pretty safe.

hucow: Features a femme-presenting character who is made to lactate, or believe she’s capable of lactation, and treated like a cow in a variety of situations that reflect her perceived status as livestock. May involve breeding kink as well as lactation kink. It’s very dissimilar from bull kink, which usually involves a male-presenting character being made dumb and horny and almost always involves breeding kink on some level. I don’t have a specific tag for that because I don’t do it very often.

humping: Features a character directly grinding or rubbing their genitals against an object or person to stimulate themselves sexually. Very specifically does not feature hands – manual stimulation is its own thing. This is very much about the idea that the person simply doesn’t have the patience or self-control for anything else.

hypno: Features hypnosis.

hypnosis: Also features hypnosis.

hypnotized: Also features hypnosis. I use all three of these in conjunction (along with “hypnokink”, below) because I never know exactly what search terms people might use when looking for smut and there are certain basic terms you want to cover in all their variations because they’re what attracts people to your work. (Or, again, they would if Tumblr’s search feature wasn’t deliberately messed up to avoid letting consenting adults find porn when they look for it.)

hypno slave: Features someone permanently enslaved by hypnosis. Not always used when present, mainly because it just slips my mind a lot of the time if I’m not prompted for it and Tumblr will forget tags you don’t use very often.

hypnokink: Features hypnosis used for kinky purposes by people with a mind control fetish.

hypnofucking: Features the use of penetrative sex as a hypnotic focus. Lots of my stories feature fucking, but this tag is only used when the fucking is itself what induces trance.

hypnocock: Features the use of a penis as a hypnotic focus. As with “hypnofucking”, there’s a distinct difference between “hypnotized to do something involving a cock” and “hypnotized by a cock”.

hypnotic trigger: Features a trigger (usually verbal) that induces a trance or sets a post-hypnotic trigger into effect. Not always used when present because sometimes it’s a very small part of the work and I don’t want to have someone going through the tag because it’s what really turns them on only to find it there because the last word of the story is a trigger for something.

hypnotic pendant: Features a gemstone or other shiny object dangled from a cord or chain as the focus for a hypnotic induction. Oddly not used when it’s a pocket watch, because pocket watches are their own specific fetish for hypnokinksters. Even more oddly, I don’t have a tag for pocket watches specifically. As I might have mentioned, this system was not planned out in advance.

hypnotits: Features breasts used as a hypnotic focus. Again, this is for the specific act of breast fixation, not simply any time someone with very nice breasts hypnotizes someone and not just for any time a hypnotized person is directed to do something with the hypnotist’s breasts. This is for “follow the bouncing breasts” stories.

And hey, wouldja look at that – that’s the halfway point finished! Again, there’s probably going to be an errata section… and honestly, this is also suggesting a few new tags to me, which is also pretty useful. And we’ll find out about them together next time!

Early Bird Sneak Peek: “Made to Worship”!

November 3, 2022

Hi all! It’s time for another Early Bird Sneak Peek, where I share a glimpse at the story my lucky Early Bird patrons will be enjoying next Saturday thanks to their pledges at my Patreon page! Of course, if you’re not an Early Bird patron, you’ll still get a story next week–“Dave’s Possessed Hair”, teased previously, has already been submitted to the EMCSA. But the Early Bird patrons will be getting “Made to Worship” (MC MF FD)!

Isaiah and his next-door neighbor Delores have a nice little arrangement. She helps take care of his cock, gives him hypnosis and submission and all the pleasure he can stand, and in return he worships her pussy and lets himself be helpless to her tender control. It’s the kind of arrangement any man would love, especially with a woman like Delores. Here’s a taste:

Delores slowly, languidly spread her legs, the motion pushing her cherry red silk skirt up her smooth brown thighs to expose her cunt to Isaiah’s view. She wasn’t wearing any panties, and his cock throbbed in unbidden excitement at the sight of her pubic mound and the neatly-groomed tangles of short curly hair that surrounded it. “This makes you weak, doesn’t it?” she asked, but the way she said it didn’t make it sound like a question. It was somewhere between a prophecy and a foregone conclusion, the statement of a fact carved into the very fabric of the universe. Isaiah was being made weak, had always been weak, would always be weak to the slick and soaking pussy of his next-door neighbor. There was no escaping it. No resisting it. It simply was.

But Delores always made weakness sound so attractive. “It’s okay, sweetheart,” she cooed, her fingers drifting down between her legs to lightly trace the outlines of her plump, glistening labia. She was smiling, but Isaiah could only see her face out of the corner of his eye–his entire gaze, his complete focus had gone down between her legs and he could no more drag his gaze up to her face than he could drag his own feet off the ground. She held him transfixed, and he didn’t even want to struggle against it. “It’s okay to be weak for Miss Delores,” she purred, and Isaiah found himself nodding in blank, thoughtless agreement.

Hope you enjoy it!

Liner Notes for October 2022

October 31, 2022

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Honestly, October went by in something of a blur, what with dealing with the aftermath of all the car stuff that I haven’t gone into because it’s kind of boring. Sometimes that’s the way of it – the things I posted this month have all been sitting on my hard drive for well over a year now, and I was glad of it because I didn’t have nearly as many spoons for writing as I wanted. (I got back some of my backlog over the last two weeks, but I’m still a story behind where I want to be.) So when I talk about these, the memories are a little bit more recessed. But let’s go ahead anyway!

Getting Warmer: I really wanted to write a sequel to “Goddamn Trigger”, the previous story with this couple, just because it’s so easy to slip into the voice of Kitten for some reason. I like being able to write loving, playful, kinky relationships that don’t need a big dramatic “incident” as an excuse to tell their stories – these are two people who are just having fun, being creatively perverted, and enjoying each other’s company. And although I’ve never played a game like this with a partner, it wasn’t hard to imagine when I saw the title exactly what it would be like and how it would go. (I will admit to getting into more teasing play lately. This was very easy to write as a result.)

And of course the blog title has changed from “patronus” to “fursona” because we are all done with Ms Rowling around here.

Beneath the Surface: I also happen to be a big fan of that very trilby-esque kind of story where the protagonist/mind control victim is losing a battle they don’t even know they’re fighting, because the part of them that understands what’s happening to them is already defeated and the rest of them has been programmed to forget. (You may have heard “you can’t resist what you can’t remember” used as a mantra in a story or two, although of course this is not an element of kink that carries over into real life without some serious negotiations for acceptable amnesia play). And yes, it’s hot to see those little behavior changes happen and get instantly dismissed by the slave-in-training.

Just a Taste: I can tell this stretch of stories was at least in part coming from a place of erotica ‘comfort food’, even though I don’t remember March of 2021 that well (then again, do any of us? God, it’s been a hell of a last three years.) But I love body part fixation inductions, I love body worship, I especially love the pseudo-science of copulins and pheromones and all the borderline nonsense Nita feeds Marcus while she’s hypnotizing him… basically, this was like chicken soup for the soul, brainwashing edition. Even the relationship dynamic, which is half mind control and half just hitting someone over the head with the clue bat until they get it through their brains that the person they’re into likes them back, is one of my favorites. It’s just warm and fuzzy all over.

Quarter to Three: There are kind of a few things going on here. One, I’ve used Master Peace before in my short caption pieces; in my head, he’s somewhere in that hazy gray space just north of ‘overt sinister mind controller’ but certainly not someone I’d use for any kind of genuinely romantic tale. He’s definitely not going to go out and nab someone from a coffee shop or some other kind of non-EH circle, and he’s ethical enough to provide off-ramps for people who want to get out from under his control. But he’s perfectly happy to take advantage of other people’s weaknesses, and rationalizes that hey, if they didn’t like it they wouldn’t do it, which is obviously a self-serving justification.

The second is, yes, this is another story that gets into some of my favorite things. Body part fixation, check. Masturbating to files and losing track of suggestions, check. Relapsing into submission because the bottom is getting some kind of secondary gain out of getting hypnotized, check. Characters like Missy are a hot button for me, even if they’re the kind of thing that can only exist in fiction because this is not a situation I’d want real people to be in. If you’re getting addicted to a hypnotist’s files and it’s making you uncomfortable, they should have a way for you to contact them and they should be trying to help you get out of things the moment they find out about it.

Mantra: This one is very simple – anytime Lynn and Michael are featured as characters, I’m thinking about Goddess and I, and writing something that’s either happened or fits very close to things that have happened. In this case, there’s never been a waterwheel (although Goddess has talked about decorative fountains a few times, we have too many pets to put something filled with water out in the open) but I have chanted something very similar to that mantra while Goddess enjoyed the view. Fits very much with the ‘comfort erotica’ theme I’ve accidentally curated this month.

And this month, at least in a few short hours, will finally be over! And then we’ll start rolling into Thanksgiving and Christmas prep and things will get really wild. See you then!